There is a beautiful little girl, her name is Yan Yan, she has a pair of shiny eyes, she has a translucent innocence. She is an orphan and she only lived in this world for 8 years. The last word she stayed in this world was "I've been very embarrassed." She hopes to die in the fall, and the lean body is like a natural flowering process. In the accumulation of yellow flowers everywhere, deciduous air dance, she will see the wild geese flying away. She voluntarily gave up her treatment and divided the 540,000 yuan of life-saving money donated to her by the Chinese people of the whole world into 7 copies, and gave life as a cake of hope to the 7 children who were living in the life and death line.
I voluntarily give up treatment
She did not know her own parents when she was born. She only adopted her “daddy”.
On November 30, 1996, it was on the 20th of the lunar calendar when the “father” Ruan Shiyou found her newborn baby in the grass next to a small bridge in Shenjiachong, Yongxing Town. A small piece of paper reads: "October 20, 12 pm."
Si Shiyou, who lives in the second group of Yunya Village in Samsung Town, Shuangliu County, Sichuan Province, was 30 years old and could not find the object because of his poor family. If you want to adopt this child, I am afraid that even more people will not marry into the house. Looking at the crying baby in her arms like a kitten, Shi Shiyou put down and picked it up a few times, then turned and walked back. This little life was already cold and cold and cry was weak. No one would be afraid that it would be dead at any time! Clenching his teeth, he once again picked up the baby and sighed. "What I eat, you will eat with me."
Shi Shiyou named the child Jiao Yan because she was a child born in the autumn harvest season. When a bachelor started his father, he had no breast milk, and he could not afford milk powder, he had to feed rice soup. Therefore, Yan Yan was weak and sick, but she was very clever and sensible. When spring came back to spring and returned, like a small flower on a bitter vine, Yanyan grew up day by day, surprisingly smart and well-behaved. The neighbors all said that the doll came from high IQ and she liked her. Although I was very sick when I was a child, in the fear of my father, Yan Yan slowly grew up.
The hard-won child is indeed unusual. From the age of 5, she knew how to help her father share the housework. She was doing everything in the way of laundry, cooking, and mowing. She knew that she was different from other children, and that other children had fathers. There is a mother and her own family is only her and her father. The family has to rely on her and Dad to support her. She must be very embarrassed and embarrassed, and she should not let her father worry a little more.
When she was in elementary school, Yan Yan knew she would be ready to learn and advance to the top of the exam. The illiterate father would also have a face in the village. She never let her dad disappoint. She sang to her dad and told her father the same as what happened in the school. She carefully affixed every little red flower she received to the wall. Occasionally, she naughtyly debuted the subject and took him down. To the smile on her father’s face, she would secretly satisfy: “Although we cannot have mothers like other children, we can live happily with my dad. It is also very happy.”
From May 2005, she often had nosebleeds. One morning, Yan Yan was trying to wash her face. Suddenly she found a pot of clear water that had become red. At first glance, the blood in the nose was dropping. No matter what measures were taken, they could not stop. There is no way, her friend Shi took her to the township hospital to get an injection, but she couldn’t stop bleeding from her tiny needles. She also had a lot of “red dots” on her legs. The doctor said, “Let’s go to the big hospital to see it!” came to Chengdu University The hospital may be at the peak of the consultation. She is not on the round. Sitting alone on a bench holding the nose, nosebleeds fell straight down like two lines and stained the floor. He felt embarrassed that he had to pick up a potty to receive blood. In less than 10 minutes, the blood in the pot was half full.
When the doctor saw this, he quickly took the child to check. After the inspection, the doctor immediately gave him a critical notice. He got "acute leukemia"!
The medical expenses for this disease are very expensive, and the cost generally needs 300,000 yuan! You are very sorry. He couldn't think too much about his daughter on the sickbed. He only had one idea: save his daughter! With relatives and friends borrowing money, it was a long way from 300,000 yuan. He decided to sell the only adobe house that could be changed at home. However, because the house was so worn out, it could not find a buyer.
Looking at his father's melancholy eyes and his increasingly thin face, Yan Yan always had a sour feeling. Once, Yan Yan took Dad’s hand, but if she hadn’t yet exported tears, she came out: “Daddy, I want to die…”
The father looked at her with a pair of horrified eyes: "You're only 8 years old, why are you dying?"
"I'm a baby doll. Everyone says that I'm going to die. I can't afford it. Let me be discharged…"
On June 18th, the 8-year-old Yan Yan replaced the illiterate father and signed one by one in his medical record: "Voluntarily give up treatment for Yan Yan."
8-year-old girl happily arranges afterwards
After returning home on the same day, from childhood to childhood, there was no request for Yan Yan from her father. At this time, she asked two requests to her father: She wanted to wear a new dress and took a photo. She explained to her father: I'm gone. If you miss me, you can look at me on the photo."
The next day, Dad called on his aunt to accompany Yan Yan to come to the town and spend 30 yuan to buy two sets of new clothes for Yan Yan. Yan Yan chose a set of pink short-sleeved shorts. The aunt gave her a white set. Red point skirt, she tried to wear the upper body would not bear to take off. Three people came to the photo studio. Yan Yan was dressed in pink new clothes. Her hands were smiling at the V-sign and she smiled hard. Finally she couldn't help but drop her tears.
She was no longer able to go to school. She was standing on the small road in front of the village with her schoolbags for a long time and her eyes were always wet.
If it weren’t for a reporter named Fu Yan from the “Chengdu Evening News”, Yan Yan would quietly drift from the wind like a quietly falling leaf.
The reporter, Auntie, learned about the situation from the hospital and wrote a report detailing the story of Yan Yan. Immediately, the story of "8-year-old girl's well-behaved affairs" spread in Chengdu, Chengdu was touched, and the Internet was moved. Countless citizens were saddened by this poor girl, from Chengdu to the whole country and even the whole world. The world is linked with the Internet space. All caring people begin to donate money for this weak life. The "harmonious society" becomes the strongest voice in everyone's hearts. In just 10 days, donations from global Chinese donors have already exceeded RMB 560,000. The cost of surgery is enough. The fire of Xiao Yanyan's life is rekindled by everyone's love! After the announcement of the fund-raising campaign, a steady stream of donations from around the world continues to be received. All the money is in place, and the doctor has done his best. One by one, the treatment of difficulties is also one by one as expected! The day when everyone smiled calmly and waited for success! Some netizens wrote: "Yan Yan, my dear child! I hope you can leave the hospital healthily; I pray that you can go back to school smoothly; I hope you can grow up peacefully; I fantasize that I can be happy Accompany you to marry. Yan Yan, my dear child…"
On June 21, Yan Yan, who had given up treatment and went home to die, was re-connected to Chengdu and was admitted to the Municipal Children's Hospital. With money, humble lives have hopes and reasons for continuation.
Yan Yan received unbearable chemotherapy. Inside the glass door, Yan Yan was lying in bed and infusion, a chair was placed beside the bed, a plastic basin was placed on the chair, and she vomited sideways from time to time. The strength of the little girl surprised everyone. Her chief physician, Xu Ming, explained that the gastrointestinal tract reaction during the chemotherapy period was intense. When Yan Yan first started, she often vomited most of her pelvis. However, she did not even cry. When he first admitted to the hospital, he underwent a bone marrow puncture and the needle pierced through the sternum. “She didn't cry, she didn't cry, she didn't cry, and she didn't move at all.”
Yan Yan from birth to death did not receive a trace of maternal love. When Dr. Xu Ming proposed: "Yan Yan, give me her daughter!" Yan Yan eyes flashed, tears came out. The next day, when Dr. Xu Ming came to her bed, Yan Yan shouted shyly: “Xu Mum.” Xu Ming began a glimpse of the smile, and then smiled sweetly, and he gave a sweet reply: “My daughter? ."
All people are expecting a miracle to happen. All people are looking forward to the moment of rejuvenation. Many citizens came to the hospital to visit Yan Yan. Many Internet users on the Internet are greeting this poor child. Her life has filled the strange world with light.
During that time, the ward was full of flowers and fruits, and filled with intoxicating fragrance everywhere.
Two months of chemotherapy, Yan Yan successively squandered nine times, “Ghost Gateway”, septic shock, sepsis, hemolysis, gastrointestinal bleeding … … every time the fierce Ji. The chemotherapy program determined by the provincial and even domestic authoritative children’s hematology specialists is very effective. “Leukemia” itself has been completely controlled! Everyone is looking forward to the good news of Yan Yan's recovery.
However, the complications that may be caused by the use of chemotherapy drugs are terrifying. Compared with many other leukemia children, Qi Yan's physical quality is much poorer. After this surgery her condition was even worse.
On the morning of August 20, she asked Fu Yan: “Auntie, tell me why they donated to me?”
"Because they are good people."
"Auntie, I also be a kind person."
“You are naturally good people. Good people will help each other and become more kind.”
Yan Yan touched out a mathematical workbook from under the pillow and handed it to Fu Yan: "Auntie, this is my suicide note…"
Fu Yan was shocked and quickly opened it. It really was a matter of Xiao Yanyan's arrangement. This is a dying child, only 8 years old. He wrote a three-page "remains" written in pencil on his bed. Because the children are too young, some words cannot be written and there are individual typos. It can be seen that the whole article is not finished at one go and is divided into six paragraphs. The beginning was "Fu Yan and Auntie", and the end was "Fu Yan and Auntie Goodbye." The whole article "Fu Yan Ao" or "Fu Ai Tong" appeared 7 times in total, and there were 9 short stories for reporters as "Auntie". Behind the 16 titles, all are about her "come" after her death, and she wants to express "thank you" and "goodbye" to reporters who care about her in society.
“Auntie, good-bye, we see in a dream. Fu Yan aunt, my father’s house is going to be paralyzed. Daddy shouldn’t be angry, don’t jump. Fu Ah-chih, you have to be good to my daddy. Auntie, give me a little money for my school, thanks auntie. Speak to the Red Cross president. After I die, I will give the rest of the money to those who are just as sick as me and let them get sick…"
This suicide note made Fu Yan burst into tears and tears.
I have been here. I am very embarrassed
On August 22, due to bleeding from the digestive tract, Yan Yan, who was unable to eat for nearly a month and was supported by an infusion solution, for the first time “stuck something” she took a piece of instant noodles into her mouth. The gastrointestinal bleeding was aggravated. The doctors and nurses gave her blood transfusions and infusions. They watched Yan Yan’s unbearable and painful appearance. The doctors and nurses cried. Everyone was willing to help her share the pain. The solution is useless.
The 8-year-old Xiao Yanyan finally moved away from the devastation of the disease and left peacefully.
No one can accept the fact that the beautiful and pure watery “little fairy” really went to another world? The reporter Fu Yan touched Yan Yan's cold little face and she fell silent. She could no longer call him an aunt, and she could no longer laugh out loud…
Sichuan Online, NetEase and other websites were immersed in tears, and the Internet was soaked with tears. “Hearing pain cannot breathe.” There are tens of thousands of follow-up posts on the message posts on each site. The wreaths are like mountains and the lyrics are like the sea. A middle-aged man whispered: “Children, you are a little angel in the sky, open wings, and fly. It…" On August 26th, her funeral was held in a light rain and people filled with tears in and out of the cremation hall in the eastern outskirts of Chengdu. They are all "father and mother" who is an 8-year-old girl. In order to make this girl who was abandoned at birth and who voluntarily gave up after suffering from leukemia, she would not be too lonely when she finally left. “Mom and Dad and Mom and Dad” from all directions quietly came to see the rain.
Her graveyard has a picture of her smiling, with an inscription on the front of the inscription: "I've been here. I'm very embarrassed (1996.11.30.–2005.8.22)"
Behind it is a brief introduction about Yan Yan’s life experience. The last two sentences are: “In her lifetime, she felt the warmth of the world. The little girl asked for rest, and heaven had you more beautiful.”
In accordance with the wishes of Xiao Yanyan, the remaining 540,000 yuan medical expenses will be given to other leukemia children as a gift for life. The seven children were Yang Xinlin, Xu Li, Huang Zhiqiang, Liu Lingyi, Zhang Yuxi, Gao Jian, and Wang Jie. These seven poor children, the oldest 19 years old, and the youngest only 2 years old, are poor children whose families are very difficult and struggling on the death line.
On September 24, Xu Li, the first girl to receive Yan Yan’s life gift, had a smile on her pale face after she successfully performed an operation at West China Medical University. “I received your life gift, thank you, sister Yan Yan, you We must see us in heaven. Please rest assured that we will still engrave on our tombstone: I have been here. I am very embarrassed…"