When my son was older, I sent him to kindergarten so that I could devote more energy to my work. I don't want to get ahead, just to let myself find some fun at work and not let me fall into a bitter marriage .
In the busy daily life, I found my colleague, Ahvin, from time to time asked me to pay attention. At first I didn't care. Later, Arvin often came to my office to find excuses to chat with me and help me to do something. The most we talked about were their children , the two children of the same age, or the same playmates in the kindergarten.
I do not know what intentions Ah Wen used to approach me. I am not pretty. It is a very ordinary 30-year-old woman .
Although there is alertness inside, there is not much resentment against Ahvin. Everyone chats together, laughs and laughs. I even feel that long-lost pleasure .
Sometimes, Avan travels, and his figure and laughter are not in the office. My heart is actually empty. To be aware of their own, the heart becomes panic: everyone is a good relationship between colleagues, and both are home to a room of adults, not have anything to do on any feelings. I often force myself not to think of Ahvin, but I always have a concern in my heart .
Ahwen returned from a business trip and hurried into my office. After a long time without saying a word, he said lowly, "I missed you so much." My heart was suddenly hit and tears flowed unconsciously. .
I am not worried about the distance with Alvin, and the time passed briskly. Slowly, I found that I had some changes and listened to the appreciation and encouragement of Ahvin. I had a little more self-confidence . I began to find that I had many advantages, not as bad as my husband often complained.
Through hard work, my work performance is the most prominent among my colleagues. Happy and busy every day , I became free and confident. Even my husband, who seldom noticed me, was aware of it. I was surprised to pay attention to me for a while.
I think I should thank Ahvin for changing his personality and changing my life .
Sometimes I think that if I and Avin can always maintain such a friendship, it is not a bad thing. Does not affect their families , not interfere with each other's life, just a touch of care, a touch of joy , there is a touch of sadness , when we are old, it will be a sweet aftertaste.
However, these extra-marital affairs stories are usually streamlined. There is hardly a perfect ending: some families are broken, and some are endless regrets for women. When I think of these things, my heart will be uneasy. I do not want to be hurt , but I do not want to hurt my innocent partner.
Once, I went to Arvin to go to the small cottage in his home to pick red dates. Ah Wen looked at me and said eagerly: “Xin Xin, I like you very much .” I looked down with embarrassment. Aven sighed: "I really want to eat you, but I do not have the heart to hurt you." My heart is warm, but also very fortunate, Arvin gave me a pure feelings.
As we grow older, our children grow up day by day, and my husband's mentality gradually calms down. She is increasingly concerned about me. He no longer left the class and did nothing to consume in the unit and did not go home. He no longer went out for a drink party for three days and heads. He shifted the focus of his life to his family and moved to me and his son.
One day, her husband laments:.. "I was a fool before, the energy wasted in silly dispute fame and fortune, is less crazy and living life, it is important to have a happy mood for a long time now, and I tell you Children don't care enough. You don't blame me? Later, I will be a good man and take care of your niece."
Listening to her husband's words, I couldn't help but cry. The "little husband" that I was spoiling for several years finally matured . After all, we love each other for ten years. Once we have more sincere exchanges, we will soon find the feeling of love .
Sometimes, I would deliberately humiliate her husband: "Fortunately for you to repent in time, I almost do not want you anymore." My husband's poor face looks like: "I know. All blame me I do not know how to cherish , almost lost you ." I heard sour sour. Maybe he knew something but just didn't want to talk to me.
Later, talking about this matter with Ahwan, Awen was silent for a moment and said to me: "Congratulations, Xin Xin , I am also happy to see you happy and happy. You belong to him and your children. Your heart will always be. I can't live without them, just like I couldn't bear to leave my family behind.”
I laughed at Arvin. Although I feel sad in my heart, I know that our rational choice is correct. No one is hurt, it is the best ending.
The feelings gradually became dull . I and Awen were still colleagues. Occasionally, I will remember the years before. For Arvin, I only have endless gratitude in my heart.
(Wen / Wang Hui)