Once again, I stood at the crossroads of life.
I understand that this is the most important decision of my life so far. It is not the same as any time in the past and I feel lost more than ever before.
Should you learn to ride a bicycle?
I do not know how to be good.
Learn it, do not want to learn.
Do not learn it, learn.
September of 1997 is coming soon. I am already seven years old. It is time to take off my pants and go to school.
However, the school is too far away from its own family because it is in the countryside. There are no buses, no battery car, and there are only bicycles in that era. Walking and spending a lot of time on the road obviously won't work. So you have to learn to ride a bicycle to go to school.
Riding a bicycle is a very difficult task for a seven-year-old child. It is the same as learning to walk and learning.
I have forgotten how to learn to speak. At that time I was young and not quite a full brain. However, I learned how to walk. I still remember it.
It was a sunny morning, and it was a dusky dusk that I did not remember. I remembered only vaguely that it was on an empty yellow earth, and my aunt took flowers and stood not far from me. Laughing and teasing me, let me go and get flowers. I have always liked good things. Since I was a child, I have been staggered and tried to walk through the flowers. I eventually walked over and got flowers.
In this way, I learned to walk in a dim way.
I now think of myself a little envious of myself at the time, and now even if I have a little bit of a new born calf at that time is not afraid of the courage of the tiger, can not be trapped in the current life of the game can not come out.
If I have that flower in my present life, I still have that childishness.
Learning to ride a bicycle is not as easy as learning to walk. At first, I didn't dare to try my bike on my own because nobody was behind and you couldn’t get up, so the initial contact with the bicycle gave me the impression that It is two to ride a bicycle. One rides on it. One is behind and one cannot work.
But gradually, as time goes by, you will find that without the arms of others you seem to be able to ride alone. You gradually become skilled, master your skills, and understand the fun. You will never like others to take over. Your freedom.
Maybe you will occasionally fall because you are inexperienced, because you are stumbled and you are paralyzed, but because you are lost, you will gradually become more determined.
Riding and riding, you ride faster and faster, you ride more lightly, you can even do not have to be so focused, you can ride while breathing the fragrance of flowers, breathing the wind of freedom, you can open your arms, one, Two and then soared.
The last summer holiday without any summer vacations quickly passed, climbed in the fall, fell in the climb, and eventually I got up again and no longer fell easily.
Even if you fall again, there is a way to get up.
On the first of September, in the morning, after climbing up, I and my two young men, Chen Xiaofan and Liu Xiaoliu, rode together to go to school. They are my best two buddies and I play with them from baby to me.
Chen Xiaofan is a playmate of my childhood game. Whether it is a game or life, I and he make a pair, tie a group, and deal with other people. So we have a revolutionary friendship.
Liu Xiaoliu is my neighbor. He is more of a role in bullying me. When I was a child, I was injured in my body, my head was guilty, my eyes were tears, and my nose was awkward. I basically thanked him for the gift. But then, gradually, he became my protection (umbrella).
When I met with the two iron buddies, I looked at each other. Long time no see, see if there is any change, and then no one said anything and went to school with a bicycle and humming songs.
The only reason to look at each other is to see who is falling worse. The little boy has no loyalty.
When we entered the school, we began to line up on the playground of the yellow earth under the arrangement of the teachers. It was said that the yellow earth was really yellow land, and that it was a kind of yellow land with a different variety of high and low weeds. Yellow land is surrounded by surrounding brick buildings. These brick buildings are our school buildings. The school building built with red brick grey tiles is not very simple for our rural dolls. On the contrary, it is extraordinarily cordial, because at that time, the house in the village is like this. From small to large, it is naturally not unfamiliar and resistant.
We arranged the team according to the guidance of the teachers, and the principal who was waiting for the teacher's mouth to stand up.
Many of us have never seen the headmaster, nor do we know what it is like. We only know that we are stupidly waiting there because we are all self-proclaimed children.
After waiting for a long time, only to see a man with a beer belly bowed to the podium.
When the individual came up, someone called the head next to him. I was not surprised at the time but was a bit smug. Because that person had just appeared, I knew that he was the headmaster and walked so arrogantly that it was either the principal or the rogue.
As soon as the principal came to power, it seemed that he had no intention of coming down. As he spoke, it seemed endless. What is hateful is that at that time, many of us were listening attentively, as if we were receiving a panacea.
When the principals finished, the sun was down.
A well-mannered man took over the microphone after the president’s speech and read the list to us with bright light.
Later I knew that he was Li Guang, our director of teaching.
I was assigned to the second grade in the first grade. Chen Xiaofan was assigned to three classes and Liu Xiaoliu was assigned to one class.
It is also strange that we have no three points in one class. Later I went to high school to know that the probability of a total of three classes, three classes, one class and one class is still very low.
Because of the headmaster’s instigation, we went home each time we finished the class, and didn’t even have the chance to send books.
When I got home, I hadn't waited for stability. My mother began to ask how she went to school today. I didn't know what to say. I only knew that our principal was good and literate, and that my speech was a big one. My mother smiled. Go to cook.
The new semester started this way. For most children, going to school is a nightmare, but for me, it's okay. My grades are good. I learned from the first exam after school. This is the advantage Heaven has given me. I naturally laugh.
This may not be the case for other children. The first test of admission, whether for parents, teachers or students themselves, is a test, a test of learning ability, a test of one’s own future, and an embrace of parents once. The test of hope passed the examination, and the children may still be ignorant of not knowing it. But some of the parents’ hearts were laid down, and some put down their hearts. Their children's fate is tied to this first exam. Their children can fly to the Dragon Gate to see this exam. As for the light body of the child, it is invisible to his birth parents, and this first examination is a chance to test whether the child can shine or not. When many parents get their children’s transcripts, they decide that their children will not shine in this life and they will put children in boundless darkness. Faced with this practice by parents, some children let go of their own blood and throw themselves away so they don’t shine forever. Some children know how to be self-willed, know reluctance, know persistence, and in the long run, finally shine in other ways.
When I grew up, I learned that everyone was shining. Let people around feel warm.