Today is Friday, March 15, 2019. For a special day, my love with Wang Yan ceased on the first day. Two years of affection made me forget that she was an unmarried girl. In my heart, he is already my wife! But I couldn’t be together in the dark, and all this was destroyed by myself… We have all given our sincere feelings to each other, though
I am so wronged, I can not come out of this tone! For three days, I can’t eat a mouthful of food, and I will vomit after one mouthful! You deceived my feelings and thought I deserved it. From the first day you said you loved me, I was afraid that there would be this scene today! I asked you if you could be firm and not abandon, cheat or betray me in the face of future parents’various pressures. I said that I had failed in marriage and I also analyzed my marriage with you.
February 28, 2019, a terrible day. I lost someone who loved me forever. I couldn’t even see the last side before she left. Hearing my sister call me, I still don’t believe, silent tears, sleepless all night, rushed back the next day. So far, filial piety is the only thing we can do. I cried, my heart cried, and my grandmother would not come back. Grandma will be in heaven. She will live a good life.
1. Never destroy opportunities and prospects. 2. Yesterday was beautiful, today was cruel; tomorrow is a new beginning, but many people give up tonight. 3. The direction is not right. The harder you work, the more embarrassed you will be. 4. The significance of reading. 5. Self-shaping, the process is painful, but you can ultimately harvest a better self. 6. Sometimes you find it particularly difficult, perhaps because of greater gains. 7.
Life is tired in the heart, life is difficult in people, suffering is the original flavor of life, tired is the essence of life, tired heart, let’s rest. Busy life, like a tight spring, arrows on the string, have to be launched; hide in the imagination of the paradise, invite to see the changes of the world, I just watch! I’m just running away! We are always unwilling, upset by all kinds of disappointments in life, for the state of life.
Today, if life deceives us, I think of Pushkin’s “If life deceives you”, in which he said: If life deceives you, don’t be sad, don’t be anxious! Melancholy days need calmness: Believe it, happy days will come! My heart always yearns for the future, but now it is often melancholy. Everything is instantaneous, everything will pass; and that will pass.
May the rest of your life be filled with joy and sorrow. Time is too thin, finger seam too wide, eventually can not grasp time. May there be no time to look back and live with affection for the rest of your life. Years are too long, the human relationship is too cold, will eventually strand the memory. May you have no waves in this life, respect me for the rest of my life, and then never see me again in this life, the years are gentle and ungrateful, and the world never deceives me. May you meet your bosom friends in other places. Years left us
Once, today is the weekend. Once again, I came to the riverside and followed the road we had traveled. Looking at people coming and going, a couple, I have no more you around me. I asked myself, what is the purpose of all this? Over the years, you are my passer-by after all, and all you leave me is a gray memory. I missed you or you missed me in this life. Gao Ling Ling
Mom chats with Mom. Whenever I see more and more white hair on your head and deeper and deeper wrinkles on your face, I always want to say to you, “Mom, you worked hard, I love you…” But every time the words came to my mouth, I somehow swallowed them back. Today I’ll take this opportunity to speak to you in my heart. Over the past ten years, how much effort have you spent on me to educate me as an adult?
When is it that I begin to think of you every day? Maybe it’s the minute when I graduate. I don’t know why. My love stays at the moment of graduation. Is it because of separation? Or are you growing up? Just don’t know why you always have a feeling that people don’t dare to approach you now, maybe because you are too good. But I still can.