* Essays * Change badge in deep winter dome from time to time drifting snow, shrunken body added a layer of cold. Quiet time, let people in the loneliness of thoughts. As a result of a serious illness in 2015, a person in Kaizhou District suffered from brain insufficiency at night, paralysis and coma all night, and the King of Yan did not take it seriously and survived. After summoning up the courage to open the county bureau and submit a written transfer application to the Chongqing Industry and Commerce Bureau
Warm a tea of years, fragrant season, hold a palm of cool moonlight, pick a few peach blossoms in front of the window, for a short time, experience a good life, acquainted relatives, acquainted life, pass on fragrant warmth, thank you for the encounter in life. Such a light feeling is fragrant flowers, fragrant afternoon, also fragrant in the world, there are too many burdens, like grass, pure heart, elegant, only embracing the sun, and past.
The night is lonely, the spring rain is moist and silent, the spring rain is warm, the rain beats lonely and the sound is sad, the night is dreamless, wakes up in the middle of the night, light ears, tears fall out of the window, the cross river fog is far away, the spring scenery is purple and green, the world is full of flowers and rain, smoke and mist around the bridge alone. A spring rain and a dream, moistening things silently all night. The tender buds appear quietly, as if in a whisper to tell people that the spring rain has already come.
Behind the bright appearance, I have thought a lot of words to comfort myself: along the way, only myself can accompany you. Even though I know it, I still fear in my heart, loneliness and loss. Many people think that I have many beautiful things. I’m not afraid to lose anything, but those are just beautiful looks. In fact, I am afraid, afraid of losing, from beginning to end.
Tomorrow is New Year’s Day. It’s the first time in my life that I’ve been away for New Year’s Day. No loneliness, no loneliness, no loss. Today, my wife is coming to accompany me for the New Year. When I get up in the morning, I suddenly have a lot of expectations. What are you looking forward to? It seems unclear, maybe it’s the reason why I have gone through the hard and happy thirty years with my wife. How many to thirty years of life? as
Will you leave my website? How many times have I asked myself, and finally I am sure you will, I have nothing to let you care about and nostalgia, because we were in the vast sea of the Internet occasionally met, never met, never touched, only warm words, mutual concern, feeling of regret, occasionally words left, everything in the past is so ruthless with the wind. Yes, what
Stories are old things. It’s a new year. I’m still moving forward, but I’m not the old man. If I can, I also want to cross the time gap to find the first lost me. Where can we let go of what we’ve already let go of ___________ I would like to, I think, I complain, all kinds of thinking, even if it is not available, do not distort me, do not deceive me, do not undermine me. The old man is the old man. There are no rules for changing people around you. Coming and coming
Up to now, I still keep the habit of listening to radio programs and buy a portable stereo with radio function. It always feels like when the song is introduced by the host on such a small radio, it feels like when I was a kid, I heard an old song from the radio, which is my favorite little tiger team in primary school rolled up their homework books barefoot in shorts. It’s the microphone singing.
Wen/Ye Jun watched Shen Nian’s “Where the heart does not have a place to live, it is all three hairs of a thousand rivers and mountains” these nights, and just saw a sentence: “But if you have a heart, there will always be a chance to meet again.” It’s a feeling. People in this life is bound to have joys and sorrows, sometimes really feel helpless, many things are powerless. The saddest thing in life is what you cherish.
Always feel the loss of life, life is always too much helpless, too much of the body can not help but be unsatisfactory often 89, can be said to suppress their own emotions, restrain their desire with a false mask, ignore the real life of their own is a feeling, with a healthy body, you learn to treat themselves well, live a calm and comfortable life joy. Okay, no pain.
When people reach a certain age, everything seems to be neglected. It’s not easy for people to live. Happiness is almost the same, but pain is very different. Look dim, put it down, think about it, suddenly, smile, that’s it; simple life, happy life, a day has passed. As long as this day has no regrets, it will be a wonderful and meaningful day. There is no perfect thing in the world and no perfect person.
“Suicide” is a word that sounds very heavy. It is a way of ending everything when human beings have no nostalgia for the world. So have you ever heard of animals committing suicide? Why do animals commit suicide? Just last November, I came across a news report that 145 pilot whales were stranded on the beach. The staff of some local protection organizations are quick.
The journey of slowly growing old together is a journey of mountains and rivers. What we miss is the scenery. What we leave behind is the memory. The ups and downs of life will eventually turn to dullness. We are also slowly getting older and older. Past years, always inevitable, looking back on youth has gradually faded away, life whether sad or happy has been marked with the imprint of time, the post station of time, although we are full of dust, but more authentic and frank.
The world is cool in autumn, the way of life is miserable, the heart is ill-conceived! ___________ In this beautiful but decadent city, I want to walk in the gray street with my eyes closed, even the desire to survive is not painful and itchy, the depressed heart has long been numb, no impulse.
I hope there will be no ups and downs in the years to come. No matter how we practice or cultivate our minds, people mainly lie in life. Simple thoughts, like simple life, can most help us to have an ordinary mind and see the way clearly. The bustle is often short, so we must not be intoxicated in the bustle and prosperity. After the excitement, we must return our body and mind to a quiet and simple life, regardless of the storms and misfortunes.
How calm the years are, what is harmless the dream of the Red Dust, all put down can not be put down, from this day on, South Haibei farewell, only wish: you do not come, I am not hurt. If you say: Don’t come unharmed, it means: Greetings and take care, but after years, it has been lost and missed. Once there was no place to put emotions, it is better to return to their respective positions, only wish: you do not come, I am not hurt. Life is like this, miss
Look down on the worries of the world. Where comes the foolish sex life, people’s minds are narrow when they have more desires, but broad when they have less desires. A man’s mood is busy when he wants more, but idle when he wants less. A man’s mind and skill are dangerous if he wants more, but even if he wants less. Look only for the cool in your heart. If life is duckweed, it should be happy. Although a hundred years, but also a meteor across the universe. It’s been in a hurry for decades, and it can’t stand wasting, and it can’t stand wasting. In that case, why?
You busy, I do not disturb you, seemingly ordinary words, perhaps we have all said that behind this sentence, doped with how much reluctance, contains how much helplessness, hidden how much self-sadness. If it’s not for missing, how can we bother? If it’s not for too much, too long, who will go to greet again and again, and take the initiative again and again, because it cares.
I want someone like you, such as the fresh wind in the mountains, the warm light in the ancient city, from the beginning to the night, from the fields to the study, as long as you are the last one. One person eventually has another person nodding to you to carry out the future, several times the road signs of life, if only passing, then I wait for you at the end. Roaming around, dividing, dividing and closing, we still can’t walk together. What you want is fit.
That day. Cold rain. Night. Solitary light. Tears. How I want to ask hoarsely, is it really irreparable? Who can understand my loneliness, who can wipe away tears for me. I was sentimental, emotional, deeply suffering from love words. You said listen to me. Why turn around and leave me? I used to think that I could live a lifetime, but I always lost to forever. That night I cried and collapsed in tears. I